STOP

STOP IT!!!
stupid nervous feeling! why isnt it going away???=[

Now and back then

After four months in Korea,
I seriously realise that a lot of things in the Netherlands are so meaningless to me,
so fake, so boring, so not useful...
Its just that I have been thinking about what I want, What I want to achieve in the future! what I like and what is important to me...

I have to start now! start doing what I want to do and not what I think I should do because it might be better for me that way,..or what my family wants me to do...
now its time for ME=]

After talking to a friend of mine..who was in the same game...I realised that everthing was sooo stupid! XD hahah although its already nothing to me...I still feel like....never want to see them..just because its not important XD

hehe

But ok I think im getting more depressed every single day..because I know I might be going home soon...
eventhough im not ready yet...I will not be sad because I know that..
I WILL BE BACK!
<3

바보!!! Home-Micheal Buble!
just for you!=D

happy

Spending the whole night with you playing the guitar was soooo fun!!
ok we should do that more often...but then not the WHOLE nightXD
cause it makes me feel like im dead now XD no energy...at allXD

I noticed that the skin on the top of my fingers are getting hard><
i dont like ...but I cant help itXD

lallalaallalala
hihi

When you said that I can play on your guitar whenever I want ..I somehow was sooo happy=]