LET go!

I hate this!
I know I must, I need, I should!!jkdsgfkja

but...

HOE dan

OMG phone bill: €126,20
HOW is that possible?

o.0

ps. I figured it out...its because of YOU fihweifola f ><

nohhhhhhh

I woke up..I could not even open my eye!!dhjsfag

A stupid mosquito bite on my eye !

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Dreams

I have this friend..
She loves to talk about dreams, about the meaning of those dreams..
I never really thought about my dreams..
what they might mean..

Dreams are a series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring in the mind during certain stages of sleep.The content and purpose of dreams are not fully understood..

I had this dream...
For the first time it made me think...thinking what could it mean?
I immediatly thought of my friend, and so I did a research on what my dream might mean..

Do I long for what happend in my dream? Do I long for it THAT much??
maybe....

Pain
To dream that you are in pain, signifies that you are being too hard on yourself with regards to a situation that was out of your control
Love
To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted

*I wish it could be*

18 & 19 september

It was suchhh a long day o.0
It started on friday the 18th of september XD
I had my last moment "small" bday party:D
Did not prepare it at all!! >< (btw. thanks HJW, LEO, Alex for helping)

Jeey we bought a lot of food and we made sushi<3

And then my lovely friends came....busyy :D I liked=] felt really happy=D
I got lots of nicee presentss:D:D hihi , Though I said they did not need to buy me a present!!

After the whole evening/morning talking laughing, We all felt really tired and went to look for a bed to sleep in ..
and WEOOO we were with 6 people in my room o.0
5 people sleeping in my bed XD haha ...sammy really liked "lepeltjes" xD (something like that)
And then we played a game..everybody in my room must say something about <3 I liked it when I woke up, it felt like camp=]
and then they left...

I thank everybody for coming all the way to Wageningen!! even though some did not stay for a long time it meant a LOT to me=D (some even arrived at 2 am in the night)
I liked allll the presents and bday cards I got!!!:D

thankkk youuuu for the nice day(s)<3

p.s why?? I thought that it was over...that I could handle it..I hate it when I break my promisses..but no worries...:D

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Each time I feel like that??

Stop it!!

9/11

We all know 9/11, It might have been a long time ago..
but still for lots of people it is a day that they all want to forget...

As for me..the 11th of September is my birthday=]
Each year people say...ohh 9/11..haha you are celebrating your birthday while others are crying for their lost ones..
Yes I know...It is a sad day..

Today was the first time that I did not feel that happy on my birthday..
I do not know why...well maybe I do know why but I am just denying it.

But I am glad that I could spent my day with you guys<3

THANKS EVERYBODY for all the congratzz=D

wondering...how can one person have such an impact on somebody else...

10-09-09

The last day of my 18th year!!
Today I had lots of bad luck>< 
But it is gonna be ok=]

Because...I told myself I will settle everything before I turn 19=]
It has been a great yearrr:D
A year with a lot of ups and with a few downs.
All the ups... I will hold them with me, in my memories:D as for the bad stuff...
I will forget them...because time heals.

Thanks everybody for this amazinggg year:D

ennehh ...I miss you