My Sweet memories<3

my long lost friend xD

hehe today.. After working in Amsterdam I met with my old friend=]
yeah,,,I was happy to see him because...talking to him makes me feel relieved... I do not know why...but everytime it is just like that. 

I have not seen him for like monthsss, ,seriously..how come???
before.... we met like every week once or twice o.0
We talked a lot about everything:about the present..(stupid issues) and the past <3
well I miss those times...I have to go back to the old me:D:D and yesss I will..from now on..

from now on...everything that happend..I will (try) to leave it there,,,there in the past..
today was the last time...No more tearssss

Btw I love sitting in the rain...watching everybody running to escape from the crying sky=]Next time I will sit there again,that crazy spot xD everybody was wondering why we sat thereXD But well I like it...

and I will buy that outfit we saw...even though no money xD

hihi 
loser S. tai pie jwz xD

<3

Burn the picture that held us
Erase memories I kept
I have to get up and leave
I know it so well
But why I fall back?

Falling rain 
Won’t let me see what’s in front of me
Raging wind
Won’t let me take even one step
As if I was standing at the edge of a cliff
I’m shaking in fear
With my small hands together
I pray for one thing only
Come back to me

Even tears do not come out anymore
I don’t have the strength to even cry
That our breakup is not a dream
I know so well
But why do I wish to wake up?

Falling rain 
Won’t let me see what’s in front of me
Raging wind
Won’t let me take even one step
As if I was standing at the edge of a cliff
I’m shaking in fear
With my small hands together
I pray for one thing only

My aching heart and deep scars
They all hate you
Even if I burn photos and erase memories
I can’t forget you

Falling rain 
Won’t let me see what’s in front of me
Raging wind
Won’t let me take even one step
As if I was standing at the edge of a cliff
I’m shaking in fear
With my small hands together
I pray for one thing only
Come back to me

Come back to me

<3 Elliott Yamin

Woww I truly loveeee this song:D

Don’t be afraid to fall in love 
cause I don't believe in giving up 
Please give me a chance to earn your trust 
Cause I know I can be everythin' that you need 
Don’t be afraid to fall in love 
And don’t ever say that is just too much 
Cause you never know I could be the one 
Girl we’re not all the same, babe don’t be afraid to love 

If you try 
Its not a waste of time 
You will find 
That love is what you need in your life 
Just let it go 
Nobody's gonna hurt you 
Don’t say no 
Tell me what I need to do

16th of the month

why the 16th of the month??
It has been exactly one month..
The 16th, when it all started and today the 16th where it all ended..
seriously it is not my lucky number at alll xD

I guess I was nerves I just could not sleep!! whatever I did XD I even got up at 4 am to eat something...but no! Still I could not sleep><

As bad as today was,
The chapter is officially starting to close,
I close it in my heart,
Time will tell how I feel,
For me it still was real....

Knowing that the upcoming time will be hard,
Also a new chapter will start,I will start to let you go from my heart...

Somebody said: It is not something that comes that easily, you have to work for it.
I agree, I guess it was not good enough to work for it.

The good thing of this day is, that I received the PRETTIEST present ever=]

Best Friends Last Forever..
Chell, Po, Vonn, Poei<3

NO TEARSSSSS=D
I hope..

If you want me to stay

NICEEEE

Friendship

"Friendship, as understood here, is a distinctively personal relationship that is grounded in a concern on the part of each friend for the welfare of the other, for the other's sake, and that involves some degree of intimacy. As such, friendship is undoubtedly central to our lives, in part because the special concern we have for our friends must have a place within a broader set of concerns, including moral concerns, and in part because our friends can help shape who we are as persons.

Helm, Bennett (2005) Friendship, The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy

She...

We met by chance and turned into friends,
This friendship started on August 2007
Did I know that she would be the one I can lean on?
No, I did not even imagine xD
Even our first sight of each other was not that brilliant.
I did not even chose for the empty seat next to her. That glance of her.. scared me xD
But now two years later, She is the one who is always next to me.
She will always fill the empty seat next to me. 
Whenever I need her, she is ready to help me.
She is the one I can trust, the one who knows.(hihi) with her I feel free:D
Though there was a time I thought I lost you, but luckily…you are back.

Not only your friendship, because of you I met others.                                                             Others who are precious too.

I believe a lot started with you.
                                                                                                  <3